A Grief Too Heavy to Bear

Joshua has been very vocal about his immense pain and grief after losing his son. He described the experience as “heartache” and a “thick cloud of grief” that constantly hovered over him in his March 2021 post, four years after Tucker’s death. Over time, he experienced mood swings, physical exhaustion, and struggles to make the simplest decisions.

The sad father believes that his mind and body are still trying to make sense of the tragedy, and the pain is part of the grieving process. He acknowledges the importance of reflecting on his son’s life to keep his memory alive, though he finds it extremely difficult.